Wuhaha... As everyone who have noticed, i have successfully changed my blogskin!! Haha... This must credit jan jan for guiding m along the way. Thanz babe!!!!!
okok.... I miss cliff very very very very very very very very very much!!!!! He is away on a trip to KL for shopping purpose since last thursday. Sobsob.... Actually is a 3days 2 night trip but he extended it because leonard cousin wants to bring them to watched car racing. He love car!! haha.. So they stay for another 2 days... AH!!! Finally, he will be back tomorrow!!!! yeah!!! But i still miss him badly these few days. *shy* wei wei wei.. No choice ma...haha... He went with leonard n leonard's gf.. Can you imagine? That means he i sort of like *gooseberry* and they are satying in the same room!Haiz.. Felt so bad. If i can go, then at least i am there for him and he is not alone with them. Am really not a good gal because i felt that every time he nedds me, i am not by his side. When his good friend met with an car accident and passed away, he is very depressed and sad.But i can't accompany him to the funeral, i know he wnt me there but on that day my parents *take leave* and we went out. Haiz...........
Actually they have planned to go for a short hoilday for a long time but only till last week then finalise. The sad part was.. I CANNO ACCOMPANY CLIFF!!!! ARGH!!! I am so sad and really feel very bad because he wanted me to go too. And i wanted TO GO badly!! BUt i can't. To me it was as good as disappointing him and i really feel very bad and sorry too. I hint and asked my parents many many time saying that i want to go on a short trip togenting with my friend to relax but they wont allow. Haiz... i wonder when is the time i can be on my own on a trip with my friends and cliff? I know he is sad and disappointed that i can't go with him. I fely very helpless and can't fiure out what i can do to make him feel better. He sms me a ew time when he is in KL and i am glad that he is enjoying himself... hehe..
I hope i can go with him on the next hoilday if they are palnning to go anywhere for a short hoilday. Love you baby!
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