islenska 04.07.06 ______everyonE iS a Queen`*
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Pamela here... 19 years age.. Attached with my beloved cliffy... Like my blogskin,i have found my king...And every gal is a queen of someone... Currently studying in Ngee Ann.. Chinese studies.. I love heels,chocolate,and everything a gal will love!!!

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Friday, June 23, 2006

Today is a very emotional day for me... why?? hmmm... Actually i also don't know how to describe it. But i just feel very lonely today.
Honestly speaking, ever seens my relationship end, i have been feeling very lonely. Especially at night.I know my freids are all around me giving me support and the care. But is only at night that i feel this way.NOt during the day time. Is it normal? I know i should have let him go. I did. I really did. But at night i really cant control myself. I really miss him alot.. Alot alot alot... Spending 10 months with the person you love most, but suddenly he left you is a torture to me.
I chose to believe another party to feel the same. At least by thinking this way i will feel better. I know i shouldn't think of the past anymore, but whenever or wherever i come to a plzce or do something,i will thought of him. When i shop at Topshop, i will look out for male stuff and will think of him. When i shop at Zara, i will also think of him. When i passby Urban Male, i will also think of him. When i found some place which serve delicious food, i will also thought of him because he love food. When i was having BBQ with my gals at east coast yesterday, i will also thought of him. He will bbq the food himself and he will keep eating. When i wake up early in the morning, I will also think of him. Late at night i will wonder 'what is he doing now '. When i look at my hp, i will wonder'will he msg me today?' But the answer is NO. When i listen to songs the both of us love, i will thought of him. When i walk pass the place we have been to before, i will thought of him. During weekends i will also wonder'did he go out with his parents or with his friend'. Out of the blue, i will dayfream and think of him in school. Wondering where is he, did he have his lunch, where will he head to afetr lesson. I will wonder whether he is in the gym or outside with his friends. Did he work today? Is he careful at work and when he is working out? How was his result foe sommon test? Will he miss me?
i know i can't get all the answer, i know is no use thinkng, I know i want him to be happy, I know he want me to be happy. But i can't help it. Because all these have become part of me, become my daily routine, become my habits.

I know for him, he wont think of the past or wonder what am i doing now. Perhas, this is the different betwwen guys n gals. Is that so? I don't know, but all i know is i will need a long long time to et over. Don't ask me when, cause ido't have the answer too.

Maybe i am silly, but to get over it fast is not my character. Want me to chose, i will rather get over it slowly, bits by bits clearly. I wont rush to get over it, cause i know when i turn back i will still think of it. Why? The reason is is not clearly erase off.

But i wanto thank my sistaz (jun , jin , carmen , janice) and all my other friends who is by my side all this while.




Queen` @* 10:53 PM
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006


wuhaha.... finally.. i started to post my 1st blog.. n tis is it.. hehe... qiao ling.. i post le!!haha.. after creating my blog for some times, tis is my 1st entry...
i offically announce tat my blog is ready for blooging n ready for u guys to post comment n tag mi!!! wuhaha..
okok... wad to sae...hmmm...hmm.....(thinkin..)
Initially,i tot tat havin n writingblogs can b veri time consuming. But slowly, i begin to find out tat.. hey.. u can actually express u feelin in a space lyk tis... ur pruvate space... a channel for ur frenz to know u better and to express urself..
Actually i have a blog in friendster,but tat was century ago. so i hab make up my mind to reali blog well tis time.. haha..
okok.... think i will end here.. AH!!! still hab nan nan project to do... (sian Sianz)
Finally my blog is not empty le!! wuhaha... jun.. jan... carmen.. qiaoling, yiting..pei jin... all whu hab seen my blog.. GIVE MI COMMENT N TAG.. ok....
*pammie need to do project le..so she roll off..*(lame)
ciaoz.....

Queen` @* 7:03 PM
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Wednesday, June 07, 2006

haha.. i am qiaolin.. juz tryin to post see whether can a not.. =)

Queen` @* 12:57 PM
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